Thoughts worth a Pretty Penny...

Today, I felt elated. I felt I had a place in this world. That I was contributing to it in some bizarre and unknown way. Generally such thoughts never enter my mind. I spend most of my time fighting with my conscience over understanding the real reason why we're here. It's like my angels and devils face off head-to-head "No Holds Barred" !! But today was different... Somehow I felt a premonition of something different yet to come.

Not letting the moment go, I jumped up and opened my favorite book "Men of Steel" to page 4. And there he was.... Nandan Nilekani. Ahhh... There's a subtle human-ness in him, that separates him from all my other favorite Entrepreneurs. I got a whim to be just like him someday. "Infosys" Rocks !!!! :)

Anyways, I began my day (as usual), starting my laptop. I set up the Android environment. Yea, I've had some hands-on Java Practice and Android would be the "A OK" place to pick up some good ol' object oriented skills. Andriod's got some cool libraries and I'm waiting to start building some nice Applications.

Anyways, Mom called for Breakfast. I entered the dining room and there it was !! ... A bowl of fresh fruits.... 2 thoughts crossed my mind. One was "Good food... Good health" :) and the other was the main reason I was eating all this "Jaundice Recovery" :(... That made me sad !!

I brushed up on some good ol' Mathematics. Ahhh.... General 2nd Degree Equations. I studied the Quartic Equation today and Vieta's Method to solve it. I made a simple C Program to do the same. What better feeling than to merge 2 of my interests !!

My entire day went away in doing this and some usual Virtual Networking. Those cliched "Hi"s and "Wassup"s.... It's almost a recursive algorithm. And redundant too :P...

And in the end, I looked back on my day and pondered over the irony of the fact that I started it off feeling all pumped and relishing Thoughts worth a Pretty Penny and now there I was... All confused and muddled, feeling like a Lost ball in high weeds.

Anyways... Chao... :)

Music for the Soul..

This morning I woke up to the sound of music. The adagio rhythm ringing in my ears. Some leftover thoughts in my head like the dew of the morning. The only difference lay in its freshness. I slept late last night. A "not-so-pleasant" conversation with a friend followed by a half an inkling of sleep. The music played in my ears. The bittersweet symphony followed by a longing to make the ends meet.

I woke up to an excellent cup of bed-tea, followed by a fat free breakfast :P. The echo of last night's conversation resounded in my ear and made me feel like locking all them up in Davy Jones' Locker and start a new day.

Anyways, I took out my Piano and started to play. An F sharp scale was my mood. So I played a Ruben Studdard. It was soulful. It struck a chord hidden deep in my heart. Saved by the music...

I decided to do some improvisation and concocted some nice saxophone tunes along with a Hindi Classic song from the movie "Dil Apna Preet Parai" called "Ajeeb dastaan hai yeh". At the end of the session, I was back to my sane normal self.

Soon after, I opened my Facebook account. Did some nice chatting with a close friend. We discussed lots of interesting topics right from semantic searching and Operating System intelligence to the abstraction of the world and the Law of Attraction.

Still I had barely killed 4 hours of the entire day and still had more than 12 hours to figure out a decent plan for execution. To my luck, my friend showed up and spent the entire afternoon with me. We discussed a lot of issues. Some of which were exigent, rest of them were not really my cup of tea. So naturally, my impatience to end the matter was quite visible.

Soon after he left, I developed an appetite for understanding the Indian tax laws, so I pumped up my router and hit the Google button for some information. Soon after I decided to watch some ladies cricket. The semi final was on. India vs New Zealand. There I was on my chair, watching these girls play some fine cricket. Made me wonder how much of orthodoxy and prejudices they have to face and overcome to reach to their stand. It inspired me to make a difference in my life. Anyways, India lost.

So that was the end of my day. Another page of my life closed. As I slowly near the end, my inquisitiveness to understand my reason for existence increases and so does my enthusiasm.

All I would like is some Good Music for my soul please.... :)

What college taught us..

Now that college is over, I can look over it and think that college was much more than an educational experience. It was a lesson in life. I think we all have matured a lot from the day we entered the gates of college.

I think every one has a story to tell. A story, equally worth learning from. I think we've all had our share of experiences in college. Experiences of victory, of defeat, of pain, of laughter, of agony, of trust, of anguish, of relief. And in the end, as we look back, I realize that it was all worth it.

I step out of my campus as a better person, a more mature person, whose perspective of life has broadened, who has learned a lot of lessons, who realized his strengths and weaknesses and who is ready to face the next phase of life with full vigor.

Whatever life holds in store for all of us, and wherever life may take us, we all can surely thank our college life for the person it has made out of us...

Women Empowerment

Recently I got an incentive to do more research on the contemporary Woman... and what brings her here ! I mean.... the history of women that has led to the present stand that they hold in society.

I realized that throughout history, women have always been subjected to servitude and lesser than a handful had ever stepped up to fight the tyranny. And although society has changed today, there are still a number of problems and cases of treason reported on a global scale against women.

Women are still considered the weaker sex by their male counterparts and only a highly educated man (and believe me... that's rare) would disagree.

So we must play our respective roles to combat the problems of women oppression and give them the platform for competing at the same level against men and also the equal rights that they deserve.

All hail women ! :)
Cheers !!

Open Source and SOA ! Where's the work ??

A couple of days back, I was just surfing through sourceforge.com for some projects related to Service Oriented Arch. and found it a pain to find some core projects. The blogs were filled with people asking basic doubts about SOA and it really made me realize the need to really uplift the SOA Open Source Community.

I was part of a project on upgrading the OpenUDDI Registry and adding enterprise oriented Workflow management schemes and APIs to it. And the OpenUDDI registry was really nothing less than a 'shock' as compared to those high-end enterprise Registries.

Big vendors in the market like Oracle Corps and IBM are way ahead in the Middleware Department and have left behind their Open Source Counterparts in the quality and functionality of the products.
(Ironic that these firms are the biggest contributors to Open Source !!)

I think that Middleware needs a boost and its latent potent needs to be tapped cause, Middlewares basically redefine how Business is done online !

I'm Atin...

I'm Atin... I sit and think, who are we ? and what brings us here ? is there a purpose to the existence of the universe ? is there a pattern to the way time is unfolding in front of us ?
Why are we so tied down by our petty differences ? Do we realize how small we are in this universe? Isn't there a better way to live our lives ?

Why do we waste our natural resources ? Do we not realize that they are our precious jewels, without which we would cease to exist ? Why are we so selfish ? Does it hurt to do good to others ?
Is there God ? Is there a way we can see him ? Does God lie in good deeds ? If yes, then why do we go to the temple and pray for our selfish interest ?

Who are we? and what brings us here ?
I'm Atin.... My quest in life brings me to where I am today. I express myself in many ways.
Through poetry, music, words, painting and discussing.

That's what brings me here...